Sunday, November 11, 2012
I am sitting here today and I am wondering what to expect tomorrow...I know all doctors are different...I am using a doctor that none of my friends have used so I really don't know what to expect...I don't like the unknown. I want to be prepared...I want to know...I want to prepare to be prepared...I am learning to give up control...NOT easy for me!! Seems I have had so little control of anything in a such a long time, that this is going to the the one thing I CAN control...I just have to make up my mind I will not let what is going on in my every day life control me any longer. I will learn to let go of the stress (yeah, that will take lots and lots of work).
I am learning to navigate my way around SPARKPEOPE.COM and I am grateful for that. I am learning to listen to those that have already been on this journey, and so thankful that they are willing to help and give tips and pointers that have helped them. Thanks to all who have helped make me feel welcome, and not stupid for the questions that I have asked!!