Saturday, November 10, 2012
I thought that everything was fine. That I was ok with how I looked and how I felt. I told myself that I was pretty and that my husband loved me and everything about me. I told myself that being bigger was ok and that skinny girls needed curves like mine. Then I went to a fall festival with my family. I took pictures and had so much fun. Once I came home and uploaded all the photos is when it happened. I saw my face and how truly big I had allowed myself to become. I barely recognized myself. That is when I decieded to change my life. I can't do the things I used to, eat the way I used to. I have to make myself healthy, and I need to learn to love myself and the way I look.