Friday, November 09, 2012
So, I'm pretty possitive I'm going to be moving to Vegas. I've even talked about this decision with Shawn, we're friends and I want to be able to talk to him about my future plans. He thinks its a good idea... and I'm trying to encourage him to go into UFC, he wants to be a fighter and most of the fights are in Vegas so I'll be able to be at most of his fight and cheer him on in the stands. I also told him that once I get things in order and get a house of my own he's more than welcome there and that he'll have a home in Vegas. I also talked about us dating again and taking things slow.. he didn't say no but he wants to see where things go with this other girl. That's fine, theres hope still and he did promise to keep an open mind about us being together again in the future. We're going to keep talking and maybe in this time when we hang out together he'll fall back in love with me... it's a possibility. I wont wait forever but I'll wait for a little while.. and even then if we do get back together I'm thinking of Vegas anyways... he doesnt seem to mind the idea even though he said he'd like to stay here for a time being. There isn't anything here for either of us.
Regardless of what happens, we'll be friends. We talked about that. We've talked about a lot and it made me feel better, from me getting another boyfriend when I move to Vegas and everything. I'm content with this situation...
I did jumping jacks and high knees today... It was pretty great. :) I'm also eating more. I still feel the depression but I think it's getting better. I'll hold on to the hopes of being with him again but I'll also get my life in order even if its moving away. It's what I need and we both understand that. He's supportive and I really do hope that if we continue to be friends that he'll visit me :)