I think i've, made a mistake, (a helluva mistake,) can 2 people, who have just, split up &, come out of, a 7 week, relationship be friends?.
The reason why, i ask this, question is cos, i went shopping yesterday, after i left online, & i saw, my Ex Boyfriend, James Arsehole Needham, i said to him, i hope you, & your family.
Are happy with, what u've done, to me now, he said what, have we done, i said caused, me no end, of pain, then i asked him did you tell your dad bout us? he said
Tom his brother, told his dad, bout us now, i then said, i want us, to be friends, to which he, agreed to that, i then said, if you see, me shopping do, not ignore me, ever to which, he said ok.
I think that, cos we had, not spoken for, just over a, week that i, upset him as, he saw that, i had moved, on with my, life & i, celebrated my Weight, Loss with a, bottle of wine, served by him.
At The checkouts, (tills) & he, smiled at me, which melted me, (this does not, mean that we, are back together, again what so, ever as it, will take a, helluva long time, to trust him, again if ever).
I realise that, part of me, still cares for, him even though, his brother Tom, has stirred up, some lies (for which i, cant & wont, forgive him at, all ever ever), i still love, James Needham loads.
The thing is, some people say, love never dies, (this is what, my Mum Mary, says), but she &, my Sister Helen, dont yet know, what has happened, between James & myself.
Cos i cant, tell them as, they would lay, the blame all, on me saying, that i had, screwed up yet, another relationship again, & i just, cant take that, risk of being, blamed yet again.
Cos of how, i feel at, this precise moment, i'm wanting to, go to Sainsburys, & get a, big cream cake, as this will, help & make, things hopefully disappear.