I am a little disappointed in myself
Thursday, November 08, 2012
I read my last blog and I was 189 lbs I was so happy then. I went in for my tummy tuck finally and that has taken a very long time to recover and get back into the swing of working out. The PS keep me out of the whole working out thing for a while because of how much tighting he did and how swollen I was (I stil have swelling) Anyways pre surgery weight was 202 dammit to hell that even pisses me off. I gained all the way back to 211 Since last week and finally saying screw this I am ready to get back to the way I was I am now 204. It has taken a lot of patients and it's bringing me lots of tears because I am seeing photos and thinking OMG I can see the gain. I will get this and will get back to where I was no matter how hard it is.
LOL I've had other blogs but not posted on here so I totally didnt fall off the spark trail