Thursday, November 08, 2012
Just a quick blog to let you know I'm still here.
I have basically been trying to watch what I eat and failing miserably every day. I did OK yesterday, but I have gained back the 4 lb. I lost. I have stopped participating in the fall 5% challenge, too. Perhaps these two things are related, but I can't seem to get back on track.
My latest problem is eating snacks at work. I am eating junk off the snack cart and it is costing me in pounds... I can't stop; it is almost like binging. I am doing it daily. I don't know how to stop. I have to be around the snacks, and I can't seem to leave them alone.
In other news, still don't know if I am pregnant and just getting over a bad cold. I am miserable on all fronts. I wanted to lose a few lb. before I got pregnant, but it looks like a far away dream at this point.
Sorry to be such a downer. I just feel terrible about my lack of commitment. I want this, why can't I just STOP self-sabotaging?