The real me, is a scared, lonely vulnerable, young lady who, just wants to, be able to, better herself how, she wants to, by making the, most out of, life in general.
To explain this, in the best, way that i, can i shall, use a quote, from the Film, Grease 2 (i, love this Film, loads & loads), Michael (Maxwell Caulfield), loves Stephanie (Michelle Pfeiffer).
But she does, not no that, he exists until, until 1 night, when he undergoes, a transformation that, she falls in, love with a, Mysterious Rider on, a Black Motorcycle, at a (Bowling Alley).
Having fallen in, love with him, he explains how, he feels about, her & has he, lost the real, him behind his, charade this, is how i, feel at the, moment i am, putting on a, front i feel, trapped.
I have been, attacked before it, is 10 years, ago since i, got mugged for, my bag cash, etc the people, who did it, got away with, it & left, me totally scarred, & scared to go, out anywhere.