Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.
GREASE31
20,000-24,999 SparkPoints 23,551
SparkPoints
 

Life Is Unpredictable.

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

The way i see it, life stinks!!!! you, may ask why i, think like this horribly. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Stuff happens!!!!, (scuse my language), it has taken, a very very long, & painful week, but i am finally finally, over that sick, & twisted freak, (you should all, know his name, by now!!!!). emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

I have been, drinking every single, night last week, right up until, Sunday night when, i finally realised, i am better, than this i, dont need to, drown my sorrows, with Alcohol to, cope with life. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

I have my lovely, lovely family &, i have my, lovely lovely, online Sparkpeople family, 2 just writing my Blogs, & receiving your, replies gives me, just the strength, to carry on, with my life. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

I will never, ever give up, going online &, Sparkpeople not for, anyone (you know, your name Tosser,!!!! !!!!), for those of, you who dont, know who i'm, on about its, my Ex boyfriend. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

James 'arsehole' Needham, the pain in, my backside no, longer as i, can & have, gone from strength, to strength 1nce, i've got Christmas, & New Year, out of the way, i can plan, for me!!!!. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
  • v BARCLE
    emoticon
    1383 days ago
  • v DIANER2014
    Good for you! You're moving on. Things will get better. emoticon emoticon
    1386 days ago
  • v MIRFA71
    emoticon emoticon
    1386 days ago
  • v DORIS39


    SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE YOUR HEAD TOGETHER NOW...PUSH ON.

    LIFE'S TOO SHORT TO WASTE YOUR TIME ON THAT LOSER.

    GOOD LUCK...AND WE'RE HERE FOR YOU TO VENT. emoticon
    1386 days ago
  • v FATHINSN
    Good luck with be more in control with your life! Don't ever turn to food and drinks for comfort, you will consume more than enough!
    1386 days ago
  • v 3016DEBRA
    emoticon I'm glad you've decided to focus on yourself! No one is worth your health and over all well being - let him be somebody else's pain in the A$$!! emoticon
    1386 days ago
  • v GOSPELCLOWN
    Glad to see you on the healthy journey. Drink water! It's what your body craves and it is WAY cheaper!
    1386 days ago
  • v MRE1956
    "Tosser" - gotta love that word!

    Good on ya for getting your life back on track - as someone who stopped drinking many years ago I can truly attest to the life-affirming change that kicking the damned booze can make!

    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v PRAIRIECROCUS
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v GOGETUMX2
    Yes, life is unpredictable.

    You can do it. One day @ a time. One step @ a time.

    signed,
    a cancer survivor
    1387 days ago
  • v GOGETUMX2
    ((((hugs))))
    1387 days ago
  • v PATTYKLAVER
    You're on the right path now! emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v BARCLE
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v 08ESCAPE
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v SHERRYGAYL
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v WALLAHALLA
    emoticon time is on your side, and so are all of your sparkfriends
    1387 days ago
  • v ALEXSGIRL1
    each day will get better emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v IMSAFEINHISARMS
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v TIME2BLOOM4ME
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v 1STATEOFDENIAL
    Self-medicating with alcohol is not healthy and it will not help you get on with your life. It dulls your senses, damages your body, and when it wears off the problems are still there, made worse by not allowing your brain to work through it. That's why in one spot you're saying you're moving on then right after you're back to hating on him. Be willing to greive in a healthy way - cry, scream, destroy any gifts he gave you that you can stand to part with, - and then accept that ending your thoughts of him is much more healthy than continuing to let him ruin your days and move on. Continuing to hate on him over and over is going to hold you back from finding your happiness. It gives him power to control your life without even being in your life. Grieve the loss, accept what you can't change, then choose to really live in your life in happiness, not stuck in the past with hatred for someone who wasn't what you wanted.

    Also, instead of thinking life stinks, why not look for the beauty and positives in your life. You are the only person in the entire world that can make you happy. Being happy and positive is a choice that you get to make. You get to deny anyone else control over your life by finding your happiness within yourself and being true to it.
    1387 days ago
  • v ANGRITTER
    Ok, so I have commented on all of your newer blogs. So I decided to see what you were like before this Tosser came into your life. You seemed very happy before you met him, and you should be happy he is gone now. He's eidently got very little skills since he is working 3 jobs and one is collecting shopping carts (trolleys), and he probably screw up his new promotion.

    He deserves at least that!

    Now I want you to go back and read your old blogs from 2011. And please do this for 2 reasons:
    1- so you can see just how content you were with yourself, although you were trying to lose weight, you seemed so bouyant and had a good outlook on life.
    2 - I have left you little comments on ALL of your past blogs on this site. (yes, all of them!) emoticon

    So enjoy my little gift of comments as I strolled down YOUR memory lane. And happy almost 9-year anniversary on your flat! Now get to painting it before the 23rd comes around!!!

    Have fun reading the comments on your old blogs! I hope you are able to have the time to do such a thing, but I think you will like it! Enjoy!
    1387 days ago
  • v NIGHTSKYSTAR
    You are giving him way too much of your energy!! living well is the best revenge..be happy..and he will wish he was still with you. yeah..unfortunately i know from experience!! (had my share of tossers..lol!!)
    1387 days ago
  • v ANGRITTER
    I love it when you call him a tosser! It's too perfect! I used to work with a bunch of people who are Brits and they would have me rolling on the floor with some of their expressions. And you do not disappoint me one bit! I love reading it because I can hear your voice when I read it.

    So where exactly are you now? Living, I mean? And you are NOT to stalk James "Tosser" Needham - and we can just call him "he whose name shall not be spoken" if you'd like!

    And don't take life lying down. Take that advice from someone who has spent the last 3 years drinking and smoking my life away and sleeping all day every day just waiting until I die. It's time to get up and put your big girl panties on and get on with life. And there's no better way to do that than to find someone else who loves you for who you are!

    Now... up with the panties.... and move FORWARD! Not just "move on", but move FORWARD!

    Hugs, and AWAY WITH THE TOSSER,
    Angela
    1387 days ago
  • v BECCABOO127
    You are moving on, and that is great!
    1387 days ago
  • v WENDYSPARKS
    emoticon
    1387 days ago
  • v SCRAPPINPOLLY
    Good for you!! You sound like you're taking control of your life and that's an awesome thing!
    1387 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment


    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.