I have made so many false starts, I am embarrassed to even get on Spark People! I was very touched to see many of my long-time friends making comments on my page. My weight is over 200 again. I haven't exercised in over a year and the holidays are approaching. I find this all over-whelming in terms of thinking of losing this weight. I truly feel like a yo-yo. Just wanted to jump on here and say hi. I do think about all my spark friends and miss you. Just feel I have let you down.