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I'm back. (sort of)


Sunday, November 04, 2012

Hey Sparkpeeps....................
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I know.....It's been a while and some of you probably forgot about me or whatever....but truth is...I've been studying my behind off....trying to at least...while working full time and having a family. Truth (also) is that I have sort of let my regimen go of eating well and working out "hardcore" ..............................
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I have been working out..but only real short wimpy workouts before work....I do nothing extra because all my "extra" time is spent with my nose in a book or attempting to relax so I do not go insane.

I was supposed to take the state boards for physical therapist assistant 10/30 but due to Sandy....the testing center (and many on the east coast and farther west) were closed......GRR. I don't know if this is good or bad. I had gotten to my "happy" place of confidence and just ready to get it done..then it's ripped out from under me and I have to regain motivation to continue studying. I ordered a study book by another author who wrote in a different format than the one I had been using for the past 12 weeks and I took the first practiced test a few days ago and BOMBED. soooo naturally ...I was back in panic/crazy/manic mode again. It's sort of dying down and I'm getting back to a ..less crazy place..but I'm scared.


I lose my job if I fail. It's right before the holidays. I've studying for over 3 months. what if I didn't do enough? blah blah blah blah..........................
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.................................I love the people I work with too..that is hard to find. I love being able to help out with and pay bills...it's great to be contributing to the household.

still scared.


the past couple days I did some regular (for me) workouts...and sweat a lot and it felt good..so slowly but surely I'm gonna get back into my healthy routine. I can't just let myself go because I'm a wreck.........................
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I'll keep you all posted. Test day is 11.15.12 at 5pm. EEEEeeeek!
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LIGHTNINGRUNNER 11/7/2012 12:01PM

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NYKIMMIE 11/5/2012 6:43PM

    You can do it! emoticon

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LITZEE 11/5/2012 5:31PM

    It's good you got a different book with a different style of writing. That should help you on the test! Just keep going and I'm sure you'll be great! :)

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KA_JUN 11/5/2012 3:09PM

    Do your best, you can do it!

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CHANGINGSAM 11/5/2012 10:55AM

    I'm sorry you are so stressed out! Hoping things get better for you soon! emoticon

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FITMOMMYFORLIFE 11/5/2012 9:43AM

    You HAVE been studying your booty off!I'm sorry you're stressing out, but all your hard work WILL pay off! Try not to stress about it and remember that this is ALL that has been on your brain for such a long time, failure wont happen!! You totally got this Misty!!! =D

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COLETTEISGREAT 11/5/2012 8:20AM

    Way to get your sweat back on!!

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GRACEFULJOURNEY 11/5/2012 1:57AM

    Positive vibes and positive thoughts being sent your way!
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CHEMCHIC2006 11/4/2012 7:51PM

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BELIEVER104 11/4/2012 7:11PM

    You are going to do great!! I'm sending prayers and good vibes your way for a successful test day!

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MICHSTATE 11/4/2012 4:37PM

    You will ROCK that test!!!!!:-)

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CHRISKENANDKIDS 11/4/2012 4:07PM

    Nice to see you back! You CAN DO IT! I have faith in you! Don't think about what you will lose - be excited for this step to finally have it done and to be able to prove you can do it. Focus on the positive. Hugs!

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POOKASLUAGH 11/4/2012 3:57PM

    I hadn't heard the new test date update so I'm glad you're posting it here. That sucks that you're having to wait a few more weeks though! We haven't forgotten you. :) Sending good vibes - I really hope this works out - you can do this!

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