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I'm back. (sort of)

Sunday, November 04, 2012

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I know.....It's been a while and some of you probably forgot about me or whatever....but truth is...I've been studying my behind off....trying to at least...while working full time and having a family. Truth (also) is that I have sort of let my regimen go of eating well and working out "hardcore" ..............................
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I have been working out..but only real short wimpy workouts before work....I do nothing extra because all my "extra" time is spent with my nose in a book or attempting to relax so I do not go insane.

I was supposed to take the state boards for physical therapist assistant 10/30 but due to Sandy....the testing center (and many on the east coast and farther west) were closed......GRR. I don't know if this is good or bad. I had gotten to my "happy" place of confidence and just ready to get it done..then it's ripped out from under me and I have to regain motivation to continue studying. I ordered a study book by another author who wrote in a different format than the one I had been using for the past 12 weeks and I took the first practiced test a few days ago and BOMBED. soooo naturally ...I was back in panic/crazy/manic mode again. It's sort of dying down and I'm getting back to a ..less crazy place..but I'm scared.


I lose my job if I fail. It's right before the holidays. I've studying for over 3 months. what if I didn't do enough? blah blah blah blah..........................
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.................................I love the people I work with too..that is hard to find. I love being able to help out with and pay bills...it's great to be contributing to the household.

still scared.


the past couple days I did some regular (for me) workouts...and sweat a lot and it felt good..so slowly but surely I'm gonna get back into my healthy routine. I can't just let myself go because I'm a wreck.........................
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I'll keep you all posted. Test day is 11.15.12 at 5pm. EEEEeeeek!
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