Saturday, November 03, 2012
I'm taking a break from SP. It doesn't feel like how it used to feel to be on this website anymore, and it's making me feel just worse than ever when I see everyone having so much success when I'm struggling with weight and depressed. I used to be inspired by everyone here, now I just feel overwhelmed and alone. I know it's selfish, but I'm taking a break to focus on me, myself and I, set aside my weight loss goals and try to just feel better with life in general. Because life pretty much exploded to my face today, after a huge depression crisis. I spent the first half of the day in my bed, crying, refusing to eat and with a dark sheet over my window so I'd stay in the dark, alone.
I'm guessing I'll be back for December. I'll sure miss the few friends I made here, and I hope everything goes well for you guys.