60,000-79,999 SparkPoints 64,265

See you in a month

Saturday, November 03, 2012

I'm taking a break from SP. It doesn't feel like how it used to feel to be on this website anymore, and it's making me feel just worse than ever when I see everyone having so much success when I'm struggling with weight and depressed. I used to be inspired by everyone here, now I just feel overwhelmed and alone. I know it's selfish, but I'm taking a break to focus on me, myself and I, set aside my weight loss goals and try to just feel better with life in general. Because life pretty much exploded to my face today, after a huge depression crisis. I spent the first half of the day in my bed, crying, refusing to eat and with a dark sheet over my window so I'd stay in the dark, alone.

I'm guessing I'll be back for December. I'll sure miss the few friends I made here, and I hope everything goes well for you guys.
Share This Post With Others
Member Comments About This Blog Post
    ohh , we gonna miss u gorgeous , luv ur pix , stay healthy and active amd we wil be waiting for your coming back in Noel :D
    1846 days ago
    It's not selfish to do what you need to do!

    1847 days ago
  • Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

    Log in to post a comment

    Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.