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Please Lord dont wake me up

Saturday, November 03, 2012

so i have been awake 20 minutes. i have already been called a dirtbag and had my back n neck shoved while im still in a neck brack,so what did i wake up for,i hate my life and living here

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NEWKATHYNOW 11/11/2012 8:43PM

    Take it from my personal experience - you need to get out NOW! I had a very, very brief marriage when I was young that only became abusive after the wedding, like he bought and owned me! Absolutely NOT! I got out and never looked back. I found a man later who loved and cherished me with truly unconditional love. And what happened to the idiot I married the first time? He went on to marry two other women and made each of their lives miserable until they got smart and left him. The last I heard was several years back - he was in the newspaper for being arrested for beating up some woman, My whole point is - the abusers never change. If you want something different in your life - YOU have to make the change and GET OUT! There are wonderful decent loving people in this world and you need to realise you deserve to be loved by one of them. Love yourself enough to get out and get on with your life!

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MARINEMAMA 11/10/2012 6:13AM

    Oh my...please get to a safe place...

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D-ABBY 11/5/2012 7:32PM

    emoticon Time to leave?

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PHEBESS 11/4/2012 5:26PM

    You know that saying that God helps those who help themselves? This is the time for you to help yourself. Seriously consider calling a women's shelter, or a crisis center (they usually have contact with women's shelters), or the police who will help you get there, and take out a restraining order!!!!

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BEEJAY49 11/4/2012 5:00AM

    Please, Please, Please think about getting out to a safe place! No one deserves to be treated like that, there is help out there! HUGS!

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ANGIEN9 11/4/2012 2:16AM

    Take all the comments to heart and get help!! You do not deserve to be abused!! Get out!! emoticon emoticon Angie

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BALLOUZOO 11/4/2012 12:01AM

Make the choice for a better life!

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KADYSMOM11 11/3/2012 8:38PM

    praying for you...get out! emoticon

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MARTY728 11/3/2012 8:15PM

    Get help emoticon

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CIERAPOET 11/3/2012 8:00PM

    Whitney...God Has Not Called Us To Remain In An Abusive Situation. NEVER. You Can Walk Away Breathing And Still Available For God To Use You Here On Earth Or Prepare For An Early Departure. I KNOW About This. I'm Sorry To Be So Blunt. YES...GET OUT!!! And Another Thing Sweetie...You Are NOT Ready To Put Out To Pasture Either. Do You Love Yourself? emoticon I Don't Know You...The First Time I've Been On The Leader's Team Quite By Accident. Yet God Does Things To HELP Us! I'm A Peaceable Person BUT You CAN'T Remain In This Dangerous Situation. PLEASE...Leave...
JESUS WAS ABUSED SO WE WON'T HAVE TO BE. Thank You Lord For Intervening In The Life Of Whitney In Jesus Name. You ARE There With Her...Open The Door And Lead Her Out. Thank You Lord For YOUR Protection Over Her Life Spirit Soul And Body. Thank You Lord For You Have NOT Called Us To Be A Punching Bag. May Your Peace Rest In Her Heart For You LOVE Her VERY Much! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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LALMEIDA 11/3/2012 7:36PM

  I hope you can find a safe place. emoticon

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WALLAHALLA 11/3/2012 7:30PM

    Find some place safe and stay there.
No one deserves abuse.

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NEVERORNOW 11/3/2012 5:57PM

    Who is abusing you? And why are you there? Get help!!!

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GINIEMIE 11/3/2012 5:28PM

    Praying you leave, and find a safer place. You need to get some help and get out of your situation. You are worth so much more than that.
Praying for you.

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STHAX10 11/3/2012 4:06PM

    Love yourself enough to stand up for yourself by leaving a damaging situation. You do not deserve to be abused nor should you allow it. Go to the police, have them find you a safe environment to be in. Do not allow yourself to get more depressed than you already are. Don't threaten to leave, or discuss it. Just do it for yourself. You deserve to be happy and safe! emoticon

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FITANDFIFTY2 11/3/2012 1:58PM

    YOU Deserve Better!!! Get out and get safe! You won't regret it! Been there, done that, and just remember, you are wonderful! Hugs! emoticon emoticon

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NEED2MOVE2 11/3/2012 1:49PM

    Leave! emoticon

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OKBACK2ME 11/3/2012 12:33PM

    You should think about going to a Safe House while you are still able to! You need to get help to make the moves to improve your life! It is unusual for these type of situations to get better without you making the move to leave! Love yourself and make the steps needed for a better life~ emoticon

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    You need to take care of yourself. Find a safe place. A friend, a relative, a neighbor...and go there. Or if you are able to afford a hotel, I would go there. Call the police. Please get yourself in a safe environment.

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MINDYJ1 11/3/2012 11:38AM

    emoticon emoticon

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PINKNFITCARLA 11/3/2012 11:14AM

    I hope you are able to get somewhere safe and away from this situation. emoticon

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NESARIAN 11/3/2012 11:08AM

    Please call the police. They will have lists of women's shelters you can go to and safe houses. You deserve to be treated with respect and love. Call the local shelters and ask to talk to someone to make your plan of safety.

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KICKINGIT@56 11/3/2012 10:52AM

    Please get out from that abusive situation! Remember your words from yesterday's blog. You don't have to subject yourself to that kind of abuse from anybody.

God help you find a safe place.

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FEB_SHOWERS16 11/3/2012 10:25AM

    What the hell?!!! Call the police!

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PURPLELVR7 11/3/2012 9:11AM

    Praying you can find a safer place

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THOMS1 11/3/2012 8:43AM

    emoticon I suggest that you seek some help.

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KITT52 11/3/2012 8:19AM

    time to move on

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WANT2BHEALTHY11 11/3/2012 7:56AM

    Yes, I agree with BARCLE. Make sure that you are somewhere safe and contact someone.

Know this - You are a child of God
You are loved
You are beautiful and wonderfully made

Psalms 18:2 The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my bucker, and the horn of my salvation, and high tower. verse 3 I will call upon the Lord, who is worthy to be praised:so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

You are valuable because you exist. Not because of what you do or what you have done, but simply because you are. –Max Lucado

I pray things will get better for you. emoticon emoticon

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MEA6785 11/3/2012 7:54AM

    OH my goodness. Where are you and why do you have to be there? I hope things get better for you soon. emoticon

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BARCLE 11/3/2012 7:28AM

    Wow, that doesn't sound good! I think you need to go somewhere safe emoticon

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