Friday, November 02, 2012
I have fallen off the wagon. I haven't been tracking, I haven't been watching what I eat like I should, and I haven't been exercising.
I've just... I guess I'm tired of being a grownup. I don't want to track everything for the rest of my life, and watch what I eat, and force myself to exercise, and... it's all too much right now.
Part of it is the time of year, I think. I hate this part of fall, the dark, wet, cold, windy, everything's dead and there's no snow to at least cover Nature's nakedness part of fall. I want to hibernate; I hurt so much more right now, which makes me tired, and I'm hungry and cold all the time. It doesn't help that I'm feeling crowded and cramped, with too many people and too many cats in the house.
I don't want to do anything, and I don't want to be responsible, and I'm stressed, and it's all too much right now.