Friday, November 02, 2012
wow im tired....
haha, so i put my foot down last night. My husband as sweet as he CAN be by buying me cheesecake its NOT helping. I told him he NEEDS TO STOP! And ive decided that I WANT to be healthy and beautiful. And the only way to get it, is to WORK for it. If it was easy no one would be on spark, or be complaining how big they are. And at this time, im gonna do this for ME, for my daughter, for my family. Ive come to the conclusion that are many health down falls that i may not be able to change, but what about the ones i CAN change?
I wrote down my breakfast. I wrote down my new starting weight in my little notebook, and im ready to DO THIS. Ive decided that my first goal is 10 lbs. I want to lose 10 lbs in a month. I KNOW thats tough for ME, i tend to loose slower then everyone else. But its something i can work towards. If i dont get to 10 lbs at least i know i wouldve done my best to get there. And when the month is up, i will concentrate on my next goal.
I was thinking last night, when i lost the weight the first time. Every day i exercised, basically the whole day, I was a RUNNER, i hardly EVER ordered out on the weekends. And if i did, it was that one meal not failing the rest of the day. I need to find THAT woman again. Ive decided to prove it to myself. That i can WIN. I will NOT FAIL , I WILL NOT GIVE UP.
On that note, im gonna go to a workout, and figure out when im going to the store. :D
Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.