Friday, November 02, 2012
I am so excited. I went to a wedding this past weekend (it was Celtic themes, hence the tartan sash).
Several pictures were posted to Facebook of the day. I suddently realized that for once I was not embarassed at all. I like how I looked in that black dress. The only thing wrong with the pictures was the Quality (they were taken with an Ipod. I didn't want to crop or strech it to flatter myself, I liked it just as it was.
This is pretty ground breaking for me.
I have in the last couple of weekes crept back up a few pounds. I have not been well diciplined, but I have also not abandoned my efforts entirely. I do the current fluctuation cycle and get below 180 and stay there for the winter.
I really feel I can do it! I need to make it stick. I have to remeber that everytime I stop trying it creeps back up one me.
I don't want that. I want to keep feeling like this, and yes, I do still have a little further to go.