Thursday, November 01, 2012
I've failed...I sit here eating this stupid "fun size" Halloween candy and can't stop. "Fun size?" For who?! I'm not having fun! I was hoping I had more self control with this stuff...but once I start, I can't stop. I think I have to get strict with myself again. I slacked off and started allowing myself to have a treat here and there, but then I just get altogether careless and by evening time, my calorie intake is shot.
I need to get a grip! The chocolate is not going to satisfy anything. I need to turn to other things to fill the needs, food won't do it..it only leaves me feeling defeated and guilty.
I've made myself sick on chocolate tonight...but tomorrow is a new day.
The first step is admitting I have a problem, right?! So I admit it. I'm not as disciplined as I've pretended to be. Food still has a hold on me.
Hi, my name is Lois, and I'm a chocoholic.