Halloween was not good to me
Thursday, November 01, 2012
Well Halloween was really fun and I had a blast. James and I just dressed up and handed out candy at the house. We drank a little but I only had two beers. It was the blue moon pumpkin ale so I felt like I had to because it was halloween.
And we had a lot of left over candy so I've been munching on that. And that is so not good! But I'm also eating out of stress and anxiety. My best friend had a sweet baby girl 11 weeks and 6 days ago and she was born without walls separating the chambers in her heart. She is going in for open heart surgery tomorrow and I can't stop crying. I know it's for the best but sweet little babies shouldn't have to go through heart surgeries.
It breaks my heart.
I haven't gone to the gym in about a week but I am going tonight to run off the stress. I don't even want to weigh myself because I don't want to know. I'm getting in a rut but I'm trying to pull myself out. I'm still trying to stay on track with little changes but I'm feeling overwhelmed. Anyways, hopefully my blog will be more positive next time!