Thursday, November 01, 2012
I have been gone so long, and it is hard to write this blog, but it's important that I take this first step.
I enjoyed my honeymoon, but it was the first step to not logging in and recording what I did. It was so easy to not think about what I was doing. It also meant there was a steady incline of my weight. As I write this I am admitting to myself that I have gained every pound I lost on the march towards my wedding. I have gained 20 pounds. My clothes don't fit right anymore. I don't feel comfortable. I am sore and exhausted all the time. I can't keep this up.
My goal for the remainder of this week is just to log in and read a few articles. I'll start logging my food again next week. I just need to get back of a pattern of recording what I do, but jumping in doing everything at once is not the answer for me.
I hope to see more of you more frequently now. Time to respark.