Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Okay so this marathon I'm running is 3 days away and I'm having these feelings that I haven't trained hard enough for it. I started my training strong and then up until the last month of training I hit a major burn out. I feel like I flopped and it is bringing me down a little now. I missed 2 long runs and a few short ones. Today, after getting back from my 3 mile tapper, I just don't feel strong. I keep trying to push out these negative thoughts. I guess I'm just afraid of failing in front of my family and myself. I don't know! I just keep doubting myself and its getting to me.
Anyways - on a happy note.
Today I went out and bought a white t-shirt, some fabric markers, and a little glitter. I'm going to design a t-shirt for me to wear with my name on it. I wish this marathon would get here. It's like the longer I wait the more antsy I get.
So far the weather on marathon day is supposed to be in the 60's and sunny with a few clouds. They were calling for a 30% chance of rain.
Alright that's it.