Tuesday, October 30, 2012
How ridiculous is this? I'm sitting outside the gym, in the car, and having a whine-fest about not wanting to go in.
"I feel crappy"
"I could just go back home and crawl into bed"
"It's not my fault I don't have energy to do this-- I'm emotionally distraught"
So I stalled for time. Got out my phone. No one has called me, of course no one has called me. I went to the SP site and BAM! there's a little article about a personal trainer that argues with himself every morning about his morning run.
Ha, take THAT, lazy. That guy did it, I can too.
He just kept moving, so I did same and fifteen minutes later I was totally content to be there, doing exactly what I was doing.
I probably didn't look excited, but I feel good. It's good to overcome my excuses.
And I'm glad I went today. I won't be up for the gym tomorrow, as I am having surgery. Miscarriage sucks. Big time. But that doesn't mean life sucks, thankfully. I'm glad I got to start today with a little bit of victory.