Well, this Halloween season is not so full of the usual haunts this year for me. My nieces are in Tucson, so I am not taking them out, as I did last year. My step-son's are not here, so no spookiness with them. Hubs is on the road, and now that we are back in the apartment, I don't think I will see any trick or treaters. But that is fine with me. I do love the season, and if things were a bit different this year, I'm sure I'd love to have a nice party to dress up and go to........but since that is not the case, I'm admiring from afar all the ghoulish gatherings going on with sparkfriends, and other friends and family around. I am really just enjoying the season change, and all that it brings.
I woke up to another pound loss. I am kind of flabergasted by this, but am not wanting to jinx it. I am not really doing all that I should be doing in oder to insure timely weight loss...........but what I am doing is staying busy. I haven't been spending my weekends in bed, I've been up and around. I went on a three mile walk this morning around the Davis Arboretum, it was gorgeous out there. I took lot's of neat pics, with my phone.........and can't quite figure out how to transfer them to the computer yet........I'm slightly tech challenged at times! I know, I know, you are all terribly sad that you can't see my artistic endeavors achieved by today's walk.......I'm sure there will be many more to come in the future!! I do love taking pictures, it soothes my soul.
I planned on getting into contact with my father today, after three years of no communication. But, he is not where he once was, and it is going to take a bit of detective work to track him down. I have been missing him tearribly and would love to hear his voice. Not sure if that is a possibility or not, but I will try, that is all I can do.
I have a whole chicken roasting in the oven, and it smells oh, so wonderful. I still have not been able to do any major grocery shopping, so it's been a few weeks or cleaning out the cupboards, which is fine by me. I don't like having stuff sitting around for years that I never use. My mother made a butternut squash soup that was super incredible last weekend. Simple, savory and a bit sweet from the squash, light hint of nutmeg..........super yummy and really simple. I LOVE butternut squash. I eat it year round, when I can get it........but it is truly delightful this time of year. Still planning to substitute the butternut, for the usual pumpkin in this years Thanksgiving pie. Can't wait to make that.....I've been on countdown for over a month now. I really LOVE Thanksgiving.......still a month away and I'm daydreaming over here! It's not just the food I love, I swear! It's family, fires, games, laughs, a little too much wine, hugs, toasts, and most importantly, remembering our loved ones that are gone and being thankful for all that we have. Such a brilliant holiday, I love it.
I am planning a small activity in honor of All Hallow's Eve and All Saint's Day. I have been trying the last few years to take the time to honor the dead, both famiy, and friends, and also those I've never met who have sacraficed so that we might have a better future.
Well, since I've lost 4 pounds in just over a week and a half, I guess at this rate I'll be at my goal in no time!! Haaaa! I know this is not realistic. I am super thankful for the weight loss. Looking forward to 10 pounds gone in two months. I know this is not record breaking speed, but that is fine with me. At this rate, that is 60 pounds in a year, and I am more than happy with that. I am really focused on losing and maintaining the loss. I've yo-yoed my whole life, I know how to do that very well. What I don't know how to do is maintain. I hope that is what I'm learning by taking baby steps and not giving up!
I bought a couple of art supplies this weekend at that 99 cent store and was drawing and painting last night. It was kind of fun. I am not super impressed with the outcome, but I think if I keep it up, I might be able to baby step my way into creating something worth hanging on the wall one day! I was not blessed with the ability to draw, but I feel it is a muscle that if I exercise, might strengthen. I am artistic in other ways, so maybe I can cross train my other abilities into leading to drawing abilities!! Artistic strength and fitness, that is what I'm really going for!!
Picked up a few books out of a free bin today. One is a culture crossed lovers tale set in India that looks engaging. The other is a modern Alice in Wonderlandesque tale of a young girls jaunts into the other worlds of her imagination. Also found The Red Tent, a recent near and dear book that I've been wanting to own for awhile. I love it when I have good books around me, helps to ease the solitary duldrums of missing the wild one.
Hope the season changes are bringing you closer and closer to the brink of discovering hidden gems that have been lying within you, waiting to be polished and admired. Tis the season to look within, dream and remember just how divine we are.
Happiness in all, holidays and all days.