Monday, October 29, 2012
This past 2 weeks has been complete crap! I have regained almost 5 pounds because of it... My husband lost his job, so now I am supporting us. We are hoping he will get unemplyment but it is not guarenteed. So I am stressing out about our money situation. I have been having back issues lately, so i had to call off of work once this week, which will give us even LESS money. I couldn't afford to call off, but I was in too much pain to go. My husband fell and gashed his head open, so that was even more money we had to spend by going to the doctor.. And to add the topping on the cake, when I went to six flags with my family over the weekend, I was too big for one of my favorite coasters. I am just SO stressed out about everything right now. I hate myself, and everything. I feel like I am never going to lose the rest of my weight because of all of my stress lately, I am just going to gain it all back. I don't know how we are going to be able to afford anything, let alone pay our bills. I am so stressed.... I hate life right now.