Monday, October 29, 2012
I'm starting to face the fact, that this weight loss just isn't going to happen.
Not the way I'm carrying on atm. Half assed, flakey, and commitment shy. With a penchant for using food as a solution when I'm feeling down.
It is not going to happen.
Not unless, I start behaving like every single choice I make.
Is thee choice that counts. That I have the power to choose to change. To choose to succeed.
I need 6 months minimum, of sustained awareness, focus and commitment to improving myself.
If I genuinely want to see any of sparkgoals become realities.
Can I honestly do it?
I know that I want to. For me myself.