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Keep on pushing....

Sunday, October 28, 2012

I find myself keeping on... persisting.. where there was no way I could.... I exist for moments as if all is well, it all seems so doable.. so pleasant...so flowing...

then I look around.. I uncover the truth, I reveal what lies below... the foundational recipe for making all this work has yet to reveal itself..yet to show the exact details.. the ways it will all fit together.... the ways that this world will unfold before me...

it doesnt make any sense now.. and I try so hard to grasp the little tranquilities that comfort me... yet sometime they are elusive and hold no soft safe capsule of love to get me through..to the next road..to the solution...the evolution of all this....the culmination of what will be...

the suspense is killing me...in little bits...some relief would be nice...

but not today...not for a while... there really is no light in sight..but I will keep it there.. keep looking towards it....leaning, reaching, dreaming, being towards the light,,, the Bright/// What is right... I'm there...I'm here... I'm everywhere....but tonight.... i shall push, I shall push... and wish,,

I shall push, wish, hope and do what I can.. what my hands can do...what my heart can do. what I can do.. I will... I shall....I will keep pushing... keep being... keep seeing..... and keep listening....to all that I cannot feel, cannot see...cannot hear....what I cannot do...I will be....here pushing...reaching....growing.
....loving and so effortlessly listening....to what is there...I just can't see it yet................

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  • LOSINGLINNDY
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  • NELLIEC
    Pushing on to reach a goal that is eventually attainable is good.

    Yet if it has to do with human relationships, sometimes the pushing is in vain if the other person blocks it. In that case, we need to reassess and realize that our goal should be elsewhere.
    1702 days ago
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