It's been so long since I've logged on to my Spark account.  The truth is, I forgot my password a long time ago and never got around to resetting it.

A quick recap of the last, I don't know, year maybe ...

I have cancer ... It could be worse :)

 I'm very well, except for the above.

My thyroid has disowned me. 

I have a very good job.

I hate my job.

I have a bad attitude.

I'm bitter. 

Nothing will ever change until I do some thing different.  

I feel like a fraud on so many levels - I'm not exactly living the old life but I sure have let a lot of good habits slip.  I'm stressed and angry at the world.  I'm so tired. 

Last week I told my company that I'm just not interested in working for them.   First step ...

Today I'm sitting here on spark, sipping my green juice (which really is amazingly good) and not eating the Halloween candy (cause I'm not attracted to it like I used to be in years gone by).  

Time to refocus ... Back to health and wellness.  

Another new chapter ...  Looking for the title. 

It's all good.  

I just need to accept that sometimes I can be an incredibly slow learner.

It's nice to reconnect.