Saturday, October 27, 2012
I just want to get back to the gym and into a daily routine! I am so frustrated that I seem to be the only one that can seem to take care of things. I havent had a minute of free time to myself in going on 3 weeks! I hate this!! I am going to step on the dreaded scale today and see how much damage I have done. I vowed that I would drop this weight before my son comes back from Kuwait! A month has passed almost and Ive done nothing! I wish they would let my father in law out of the hospital and I can send him back to Pittsburgh for a few months. I am worn out. I work then go to the hospital to sit with him. Its an hour drive each way which makes it impossible for me to get to the gym! I hate not having a routine and no me time! I am becoming bitter! I know that my husband has to work 2 jobs so that we can make ends meet but I am starting to get very very bitter!