Thursday, October 25, 2012
When I went to my parents earlier today, my mom asked me if I had lost weight. (Some of you might know that I haven't told anyone in my family about my attempt to loose weight.) I wanted to say yes so bad, but I couldn't. I think I was scared that I would fail once I told someone 'my secret'. I always feel like people are judging me when I try to do something and I can't succeed and that is the last thing I want. I want people to see me and say 'Wow, you lost so much weight and you didn't fail,' instead of ' We knew, you wouldn't be able to loose the weight'. But I know, one day I will be able to tell people that I lost weight and that I stuck with it.
It still felt good to hear someone noticing that I have lost some weight though.