Monday, October 22, 2012
Sorry to say after not losing weight for our trip this past summer and then not losing any weight on our trip with all the walking I did, I got extremely depressed (of course the fact that both my boys left home once we got back to go off to college didn't help).
I'm ashamed to say I went deep in a hole and quit sparkpeople and have been eating WAY too much sugar. I still do my workouts and my husband and I have mostly kept up our walking 2 miles/day. We found a new route to change things up a bit.
I miss my boys SOOOOO much and I discovered that my 18 yr old has actually been driving back and forth each weekend but not coming home to see us, he's been at a girlfriend's parent's place. That broke my heart. My friend tells me to keep praying for him and just be grateful for the time I get with him, but it's sooo hard. I don't know what I did to make him reject us like this.
I still get the sparkpeople emails and found that although I had walked away from you, you all stuck with me and I was shocked at all the birthday greetings I got. Thank you all so much. You will never know how very much they all meant to me. Thanks.