Sunday, October 21, 2012
It's Sunday.....not happy today! Need a "Spark"
I'm so sick and tired of being "sick and tired".... My illness (fibromyalgia) is getting the upper hand right now and there is nothing I can do about it
The pain is becoming worse so I'm thinking a trip back to the doctor (who knows nothing about fibromyalgia) can give me a new and improved medication, that will work better ??
Fibromyalgia is a "bad word" as far as I'm concerned. There is not a single doctor out there where I live that will see me (rheumatologists included) or that even care....because..."I HAVE FIBROMYALGIA"... It's like the plague because no one knows anything about it! So in the mean time I suffer, suffer, suffer....etc...!!!
I hate it so damn much and there are days like today that I just can't function and move out of this misery... Damn it!!
I am not a negative person and I hate it when I'm in "this spot"... Hard to get out of it!
It's like a deep dark hole and I can't climb out of it because my hands and arms hurt so much...I just can't do it...
Gotta go now....