I think that gaining and losing weight is teaching me just as much as losing the weight taught me. I am learning that you can be happy when you are fat. Yes. I said it. You can be happy when you are fat. No lie.
Of course, you will still have your ups and downs, much like you do when you are thin. But I have learned that I can be just as happy when I am fat as I was when I was thin. Its just different things that can make me happy.

That being said, I am starting to feel more in the mood to exercise and get back into shape. Thats not to say I am unhappy, I just want a different type of happy.