Thank you to all who have sent messages, Still not feeling very bright but I'm better than this morning, I have nibbled far too much so will have to work hard to get back on track but will probably wait till the weekend.

It is not easy being a carer and Michael is not the easiest person to try and help and it does not help that I feel he is taking me for granted, he expects things to return to normal when he comes up but I do not feel the same and it takes me a while to come round and by they he his on is way back down again.

I am sure my positivity will return just hope it is soon.