Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Can this glow be dimmed?
I have been glowing since April, when I finally said that enough is enough and I was taking back my body.
Since then I have been strong of body and mind (the gym has become my friend and my body is my temple), resilient with food and snacking (I have craved almost nothing) and best of all, at peace with myself.
I should be happy right? Well I am but I am scared too.
That stupid little gremlin that sneaks into your thoughts and says things like
"You have done it before and failed. What's different now?"
"Oh it's just a passing fad. It won't last"
"Keep those fat cloths, you will need then again."
I tell the little beast that for TODAY I am fine. Better than fine, I'm GREAT!!! I will deal with him tomorrow (and we all know, tomorrow never comes)
And off I go, Glowing