Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Thought I was on the road to finding my motivation to work out. I have been on the new lifestyle change for close to 3 months. Lost 15 pounds and have kept it off. That is all without exercise. I think of the possibilities if only I were to get some movement in my daily routine.. Always tomorrow. I will go for a walk with the little one.
Tomorrow comes, I hurt. Maybe the next day will be better. I am just having one of those days.
The next day comes, I hurt. Am I having another flair up? How long has the fibro pain been hibernating?
The next day comes, I hurt. I miss work. I think to myself, well, there is next Monday. I will start the week new and fresh and motivated!
I pop pain relievers, massage the sore spots, but when I get home from work. I am tired and my body is tender.
2 weeks later, I hope I am nearing the end of the flair up. I will dust off the map and get back on the road to search for the motivation.