Tuesday, October 16, 2012
we'll once again I am looking for a babysitter. just found out the person I had doing it can no longer watch rebekah due to his health. He was upset about it . I understand the health thing but I feel like Im back to square one. for the rest of the week I will be taking her to his moms ,but that means I have to drive 30 minutes to her house then another 20 minutes to work. I do not have a vehicle that is good on gas.
I hate that we have gotten into a financial bind. I feel like I have very few options. But that is the case for most people now adays. If I could I would stay at home and babysit other kids. I dont know what people are doing with there kids. I see other people advertise they babysit in their home but when I did no one responded. And I dont think they are doing well either.
So i have no idea what people are doing for child care. You have daycares but I have been in them and do not like them at all. I want someone to come to the house its just a hassle.
One more thing on my plate to deal with. I honestly feel defeated I thought I had things figured out and now this.
Course my mom calling me did not help. long story there but to sum up she wanted to know if william could pick up a grill when he got off work and take it to our house b/c it would be a xmas gift I was telling her what i had found out today about not having a babysitter and it was oh thats bad so is williams mom going to watch her. when i said yea until we find someone but that means a lot of driving for me then it was well text him and let me know b/c they will only hold the grill for a day. Im like really that is so much more importent then me telling you I dont have anyone to watch my child and I have to work.
I get to work and the dayshift nurse apparently was not here today so I had to catch up on some work from dayshift. the rest of the day hopefully will be easy and uneventful. I really think if I didnt have all this stress I could loose some more weight. I posted on my page pictures I took sunday of rebekah austin and nicolle they are so cute so if you get a chance check them out. I brought in a copy for work so at least I have something that makes me smile close by. :)