Sunday, October 14, 2012
Today I was driving back home and... there was like.. a lot of traffic. I always drive with the windows closed because I'm really paranoid and somehow it makes me feel safer... anyway, I was stuck in traffic and this -really cute- guy on a motorcycle stopped right next to me and said something to me and he was pointing at the back side of my car... I couldn't hear what he was saying so I just opened the window a little bit and he was like "Hey amigo, the "tapa" of your wheel is falling off!" (I have no idea what a "tapa" is, so I can't translate it), I just told him "ok, thanks".. and he was like "it will damage the rim if you don't fix it now"..... I told him I didn't know how to fix it and that I would wait until I got to a gas station or something and he was like "Ohhh it's really easy, I can help you, just park over there"...
There was no place to park there, it was just a huge avenue.. so I followed him and he got into a little street... a really ugly street :( and that's when I got like super scared I mean... like... of course something was weird, I mean.. a cute guy just randomly appears and tries to help ME? he looked straight, he wasn't acting flirty or anything... straight guys usually aren't.. nice to me, so idk... I just thought something was wrong so.. uhm I hit him with my car :-/
I mean, not him.. only his bike... and it wasn't that hard anyway, just hard enough to make him fall... I didn't hurt him :-/ and well, I just left that ugly street as fast as I could, feeling guilty as hell :(
I drove faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away from there, and just in case... I went to a gas station, and asked them about this "tapa" thing and they told me that my car wheels don't even have tapas! (they told me it is like a part of the rim or something but most cars don't have that anymore), so I told them about this guy and they were like "Oh... be careful, he was probably trying to rob you" :( waah!
at least now I don't feel guilty for... hitting him but.. ugh... I just feel like so... scared :(
I hate all this!! I didn't even go to the police or something because I don't trust them, I can't trust anyone here :( like grrrr... I've been robbed like 1023012401 times, I got "express-kidnaped" twice, some months ago I saw a dead guy on the street :S just like thaaaat, last year they found a "narco-arsenal" in a house that is like 20 meters away from mine!! they even had grenades and a rocket launcher there!! like wth :( I'm genuinely scared.. I mean, many years ago I used to watch all that stuff on the news and it seemed like... so idk, distant? now it feels so close and so real :( ugh
I'm sorry, I just needed to vent a bit
:( ugly day...