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bath floating

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Today, as i was wallowing in the bath at some ungodly hour, i looked back at how far i have come , emotionally, physically , weight wise and health wise... Somethings felt as though they had stayed the same.. Somethings have gotten worse., however the general trend seems to be forward, and i am proud of me.
I have to take more tablets now than i did a few years ago... however i guess thats just like keeping a bit of machine working.. i have a few more scars, emotionally and physically, and yet i feel as though i am winning my fight against depression and the fat war. Slowly with help i move forwrd..... and yes i have blips and sink back, ut in general it is forward...
And so , as i lay there floating in the bath and smelling my beautiful bath oil... i realise progress is being made ( all be it very slowly)
Food is becoming to be seen as a way of keeping healthy and not something that i can use to punnish or reward my body with... exercise ... although i dont like it is cool afterwards , because there is a sense of pride........Maybe life is good

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MAHGRET 10/14/2012 10:03AM

    Thanks for sharing.

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JILLITA55 10/14/2012 6:49AM

    Quiet time in the tub. You had alone time to look back on, but you are working it out. You will survive. Being proud of your acknowlegements will make you happy. Have a specailly good day!

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FATHINSN 10/14/2012 5:13AM

    Pretty rainbow, there's even a reverse, slighlyt blurry rainbow, too :D
All those scars, emotionally and physically, show that you're a survivor and you can do your best in fighting obstacles and succeed in life!

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POETICJUSTUS 10/14/2012 5:03AM

    Awesome pix, love the blog. emoticon

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