Day 277 (10/7) to 282 (10/12) of 2012... Why do I always sabotage the good for me?!!
Friday, October 12, 2012
Hello everyone! Hope you all are doing good?!!
Tomorrow is my 1st weigh-in day for my Fall challenge. I actually weigh-in on Fridays because I never get time to get on my computer over the weekend.
So for the two weeks or more before the challenge I have been doing great! Eating pretty well, exercising, and just making the right choices! So why is it NOW that I'm doing this challenge that my weight is going up?!!? Is it like my body / mind knows and just makes me bloaty or something. I mean I feel like a cow right now and the scale showed it! It just makes me so mad! I want to do good and I do try. And nothing has changed since the last two weeks... gosh, I was even lower with that time of the month! I think it's just because I'm doing the challenge. Aaaaggggghhhh. Why do I sabotage myself?!! What do I do? Why?
Okay, I have to have a plan! I really want to see this scale move in the DOWNWARD way!!!
I was just thinking... to save money, this week we did all Pasta dishes! Could that be it? I did a veggie mac-n-cheese type meal, Chicken Parm, last night was Spaghetti with meat sauce. I guess that could be it. But Is this just an excuse to make me feel better?!!? hummmmm
Alrighty... so I got it all out, now time to kick some butt! Hopefully soon I'll be saying I LOST... can't wait.
Thanks for listening!