Friday, October 12, 2012
Okay so My September started awesome, I got myself nice and rebalanced. I took this amazing weekend to clean my personal space, and refocus myself. I was tackling my problems one at a time. I started with my home. I spent a weekend, I guess you'd call it nesting in a way. I had my phone off the majority of the time except for when I felt like checking in and it was heavenly. I highly suggest it. However, I came out of hiding Tuesday, and my boyfriend dumps me wednesday night, again I'll spare details because why focus on the negative. I went through a rough patch, but I still kept trying to keep back in the saddle. I leaned on friends, it actually strengthened my friendships, and I didn't let it throw me off track entirely. I slowly am getting back on track with meal planning, and I slowly started getting back to the gym. My dr. appointment went okay I have to get back on track with a lot of things, but each week I'm trying a little more. My friend came to visit, (threw me off on meal planning and going to the gym) but i still made it in a bit while she was here, and we walked DC and NYC so my feet put in the miles and I have the blisters to prove it. I'm getting better with tracking most of the time. Overall I feel while September wasn't as successful as I'd have liked it to be, it was still forward progress and October is looking good so far outside of one fabulous weekend with my friend. I'm super proud, that despite my broken heart, I didn't entirely break and I'm getting stronger and healing. Now hopefully with my dr and my re-focusing, I can start seeing those results again.