Friday, October 12, 2012
Just a moment to whine....
I have a wonderful best friend but it is very rare that we spend any time together. I literally am the one that calls one or two times a month to say "hello". I find our calls frequently interrupted by grown children and often am put on hold for every other call on the planet. Yes, I do hang up, I have a little self respect left. What got me was that I jokingly said at the end of a call, Hey, you know, you can call me sometime, (and then said-I'd love to hear from you). She actually said, "I don't have time". At least it's finally said. Feelings hurt- oh yes. Will I move on. Yes. I just really felt like this was one of those best friend soul of my soul situations, we've known each other for many years. I really think that she is a wonderful person but it's as if she has gone out of her way to let me know that I really am not important anymore.
I have so many aquaintances, I guess that I just need to start branching out and working on friendships.
Done venting, moving forward. Thanks for the time and support. Got the raincloud but have worked for years to have the umbrella.