Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Relatively new on my new healthy lifestyle kick. On my 6th week infact.
Doing my best to keep head up and keep focused but so hard and so easy to lapse.
My partner decided after being together for almost 2 years and me being daddy 2 her 2 children as biological dad is an waste, i was their for the youngest's birth ect.. She has now left me with no real explanation other than was missing home as she moved away to be with me, she has taken the kids and cut off all connetions i had with them.
To add a little sting to this she did this 5 days after spent £750 UK pounds about $1200 dollars on her birthday and just weeks before mine. She also has visited my home whilst at work and taken her stuff rightly but also lots of mine even taken the quilt of my bed... So angry but much more hurt if being honest as kids were my daughters and mean the world to me. We had such a close bond as im such a playfull, attentive daddy to the 2 and 1 year old (I still have my biological daugher who i see but lives with her mother).
Now its really hard time to get motivation to get up when life has been turned upside down and totally out of my control.
Well just needed to vent and thought were better than the spark community.
Thanks for continuous support during my weight loss journey.