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So Um....Yay!

Tuesday, October 09, 2012

Today was a fantastic day....
I feel...happy....chipper...I actually sang today for fun...I havn't done that since before Mom passed away....I feel happy....And for the first time I don't feel guilty for being happy without my Mom....I know that she would want me to be happy.... I am working on it Mom....
I do not care about my weight it's do able.....I care about putting myself first and not keeping on settling for less because I'm to scared to get hurt again...
I used to have a semi decent life before I got depressed I used to have friends who thought I was amazing and made them laugh....I'm still the same girl I'm just hidden in the hurt....I'm climbing my way out of this shell and ready to be loved again...ready to be a friend again...ready to take chances again....
Go me.....And I have hope for my future for the first time in a long time....
xoxo
Chasity
P.S.
They finished our new roof today and it looks amazing...Yay!


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WALLAHALLA 10/10/2012 7:37PM

    So happy for you! There are many more good days to come!

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CLPURNELL 10/10/2012 5:47PM

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So glad to see you feeling better!!!!

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ENCHANTEDMAMA 10/10/2012 8:57AM

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DWALLYFAM 10/10/2012 8:37AM

  Chastity it is hard to be happy after a parents death. I lost my father earlier this year. After all the other changes that have happened this year, I think I am finally coming out of my funk.

You will be able to do this. Lets kick some spark together.

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BLUEFAIRYTALE 10/10/2012 7:44AM

  I like when you said, I do not care about my weight it's do able.....I care about putting myself first and not keeping on settling for less" That is a very good way to see it! I'm glad to hear you are feeling good and singing! emoticon emoticon emoticon

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2BE-MY-BEST 10/10/2012 12:15AM

    Woo Hoo! That is good news. You can do it!

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COCK-ROBIN 10/9/2012 11:48PM

    Great! I'm glad for you.

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NDTEACHER1 10/9/2012 10:45PM

    Glad things are looking up for you.

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MAYBER 10/9/2012 10:43PM

    You have a great attitude you will accomplish what you set out to do with lots of determination and dedication one day at a time
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JUMPINJULIE 10/9/2012 9:43PM

    It is great when you finally realize that your happy and that it is okay to be happy. Keep singing. emoticon

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