Need v. Want
Monday, October 08, 2012
What I wanted to do today did not agree with what I needed to do. I wanted to forget about exercise and what I needed to do was just do the exercises. I moaned. I groaned. I called my best friend and whined. I did the exercises.
No, I did not feel virtuous or self satisfied, I just felt glad that workout time was over for the day. It's really not like me to feel negative, but I guess we all have days like this one has been for me. I'm struggling with some personal issues and I think that is the basis of my inertia and negativity today. And on top of that, the weather was drizzly and dreary and I didn't sleep well last night. Looking at all that, I don't think this day had a chance!
I think I'll just make an early night of it and try to catch up on my sleep.