Monday, October 08, 2012
Today I/we have injected new life to our group. My wonderful group, where I have met some incredible women that I now call friends.
For a while there I thought it was dying. Members were not attending the meetings. I felt we were going nowhere. Finally I got fed up, spoke to the few members that want to continue in the group and to our psychologist and finally got the group revved up and going again!!
I am really excited!!!
The last few weeks had felt like a failure on my part. Dumb me, always wanting to take responsability for everything. I felt like I had personally failed because the group had failed (or was failing). I could not understand why people that had obtained benefits from attending our meetings no longer wanted to participate. I started believing I had failed at motivating them. A couple of friends kept telling me it was not my fault, but my brain could not process that. I need to learn how to manage these things so they do not affect my ultimate goal.
GOD, GIVE ME STRENGTH TO KEEP GOING ON THIS JOURNEY, MY LIFE IS YOURS, TAKE IT AND GUIDE ME.