Monday, October 08, 2012
here i am again...weigh in day and once again i am not excited about it, lol. working out has gone good (not as good as it should have though) and i have been doing really well with eating during the day this last week. the issue is (once again)...late night snacking!! i know that's what has been holding me back but i can't seem to get control over it. it seems that when i don't keep snacky foods in the house i just end up turning to other things like peanut butter toast or cereal...etc...and yes, completely ignoring the fruits and veggies in the kitchen. ://i'm starting to think that having that bag of pretzels isn't has bad as i think. so yeah, it's been a bit rough but i'm trying...i promise i'm trying, lol. i know it's all in my head and i need to dig deep to bring that drive back out!
n e who....
last week : 175.8
weigh in: 176.4
another sigh of relief but gosh, i've gotta quit going in this direction.... even if it is at a slow pace!
3rd Month Total Loss: 1.2 lbs
booo!! short term goal was to be down another 10 lbs but i guess i have to look at the bright side and and see the bigger picture. it's not a gain!
like i said...it's been a little tough but i'm just really taking it one day at a time right now. trying to get as much done as possible and relying on everyone else is making it so hard for me. longing for my independence and a routine! lol :)
the temp job is going great and i'm hoping that they might even be able to open another door for me. cora and i both made it through the 1st couple days of the separation and even though there were many tears...we made it! :) still looking for an apartment and vehicle but the funds have to be there first anyway. i'll get there!
thanks again to everyone for all the support and encouragement even though i haven't been able to do the same for you. love and miss u all!
GREAT QUOTE FROM GOOD OL BILLY BLANKS...
"Where I am today …
…Is where my mind put me
Where I am tomorrow
…Is where my mind will put me"