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I'm Baaaack!

Sunday, October 07, 2012

I am back in 190ville folks. In fact I've been here for a little while now hiding in the corner. I know about 8 or 9 months ago I packed my bags and said good bye, I even threw myself a party. But after loosing my job I found myself at the buffet and cookie line again and running backwards. I even seemed to have lost sight of the gym. To those of you who are happy to find yourselves here I do not judge you. In fact I wish you well on journey. But as for me I am humbled by this experience. It seems that leaving this place isn't as easy as I thought. There seems to be no short cuts to the next town. This morning I passed on the pastry and coffee with loads of sugar and cream. I was so proud of that but when a family member wanted to hit the buffet I couldn't say no. The social factor in eating out is more appealing than the actual food. I love the time I spend with my family but once my eyes saw all of my favorites in one place I began to eat as if it were the last supper. So here I find myself again, saying, tomorrow I will get it right, tomorrow is a whole new day, tomorrow I will stock up on veggies. Tomorrow seems to be my ticket out of town. If only I could make a better choice today, tomorrow might actually be today.

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1CRAZYDOG 10/10/2012 9:02AM

    sorry I just read this today! Today is a new day, a new opportunity to get it right. It surely isn't easy, nor is change going to happen overnight. I happens one day-at-a-time, one step-at-a-time, one choice-at-a-time.

Glad you blogged. It always helps me to clarify my thoughts and plans. HUGs

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THETURTLEBEAR 10/9/2012 9:15AM

    WAY TO GO!

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ABB698 10/9/2012 1:15AM

    emoticon back!!! Glad you found your way true about the whole social factor in eating out. I miss that part, but the empty calories sure aren't worth it! emoticon

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MSKIZ69 10/7/2012 9:02PM

    Welcome back!! We know you can do it!!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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LASKIE2 10/7/2012 8:48PM

    emoticon on your weight lose! emoticon

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