Saturday, October 06, 2012
Well, my experiment is going well and not well. I decreased all the diuretics and went up 12 pounds overnight. But, I have blood pressure again. So, I am slowly adding back enough to reduce the fluid, but stay balanced. I hate feeling like the sta-puff marshmallow monster, but I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I have become so , so round. That part is a bit depressing, but I know it will not last, so I am trying to hang in there. I signed up with spark coach to see if it can help in the exercise department. My lower back is killing me. Need to strengthen my abs somehow to get that to abate. Oh, well, another day, another challenge, Such is life. At least I know I am still alive.