Went back to OA today its so nice to hear people talk about the same struggles that i have it makes me feel that maybe i'm not crazy or there isn't something wrong with me, its a disease. I'm committed to working this OA plan this time, I'm going to get a sponsor, work the steps and really do it for myself. I find myself saying oh its too much time away from my husband and or i'm so tired cause i work all the time. This time its for me.