Friday, October 05, 2012
I've been so busy that I lost track of what I was doing a little. Had my workout class Wednesday in the morning then an exam for organics in the evening. I was doing really good at watching what I ate for most of the day until I went to school in the evening and had a butterscotch candy for something sweet to suck on. Spent some time with my boyfriend's family after and ended up eating like there was no tomorrow because I felt so starving and was craving sweets. The next day I came home and found 6 cupcakes sitting on the kitchen table taunting me. I was stressed and gave in to eat one of them. I didn't even enjoy it. It didn't taste deliciously sweet to me, more sickly sweet, like if you were having your 5th piece of cake at a birthday party. I went to work and ended up having to stay for an extra 3 1/2 hours to cover for a sick coworker and didn't get home till almost 11 pm. I was starving when I got home so I had a bowl of pork fried rice but found halfway through eating it that I wasn't hungry anymore and stopped eating which is unusual but I was just exhausted. I woke up this morning still exhausted, missed my workout class and haven't felt like doing anything today. Not sure how this evening or the weekend will go but I just have to keep at it and not get discouraged because things are thought right now. I know that things will get easier and soon I should have more energy, it's all I can ask for.