Friday, October 05, 2012
Last day at this school, I have no idea is Bill is going to call me ever at this point so I know where my mind is going. I feel the trigger, and the slight shift. I know how I'm going to feel and once I can leave that school at 2:52 I can start to just forget I even met Bill if this isn't going to happen. I'm not good at hope, so I'll be shocked to hear from him. Things like that have never happened for me, so I never actually thought we'd start dating. Sorry, but that's the truth. I wind up with the next guy that I didn't actually want to date, never landed someone I liked. If Bill and I started dating that would be a first. When a guy wants to wait 5 weeks and uses work as an excuse, you know he's not interested. Guys don't wait 5 weeks for a girl. Not like I needed to look deeply into this. Time to go to work, just get me out of there and get me home today.