Friday, October 05, 2012
As I am trying NOT to turn to food, I decided I had better get on here and vent!!!! I AM PISSED!!!!! I at pissed at my soon to be 16 year old, who REFUSES to any homework, and though I have taken everything away from him that I can, he still insists on sitting in his room and doing absolutely nothing. I have his teachers calling me, and I then do everything that I can do, and instead of trying he just sleeps!!!!! I am out of ideas there.... THEN my Husband informs me a month ago, that we really need to cut back and start saving money, so he is FINALLY going to start taking his lunch to work, IF I make it for him, and pack it. So being the good little wifey, I have been not only getting up and packing his lunch, but I have also been making his breakfast... Now that in itself is not so bad, but I then have to point out that this is anytime between 4:30 and 5:30 in the morning. Now I don't sleep well at night, so about the time that I am getting some decent sleep I have had to get up and do this for him.... But, that was fine because I was helping him save the money that he normally would spend, and since I am unable to work a job outside the home, I thought that is what I should do..... HOWEVER he comes home last night, and informs me that since he saved all this money on taking his lunch he decided to go and buy a $100.00 phone!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE?????? So I have been NOT getting much sleep, and cooking and preparing food early in the morning, so he could go buy a new phone, which by the way he does NOT need and will put us short this week on grocery money yet once again, and I am supposed to be happy about it!!!!! I sure don't think so!!!! Well, I can guarantee you this, I DID NOT get up this morning and cook him anything... Of course that won't bother him any because he will just eat out anyway...... I could just scream I am so angry!!!!!
I am sorry to vent, but I can't turn to anyone this morning, because it is to early to call any of my friends, and all I want to do is go and abuse myself with food..... So I would rather vent here, and this is what this is for.... Anyway, I am sorry that this is not my normal funny and uplifting self, but this is me being real..... I am on my 5th day of no fried food, and I have faced temptation and beat it already, but I have got many days to go, and today, is going to be hard because I am angry..... But, I at least feel some relief, now that I have left out some steam.... So I am going to go and make some pumpkin spice coffee, and find my "Happy Place" and hopefully the day will go better...... HUGS!! Shannon